Make You Happy

finally I've got the answer why I keep playing "Make You Happy" by Mika
I do believe in inkling, call me old fahion but I think it does really exist
I believe that everything happened has a story behind it.
verything has a reason, even when I dunno the reason hihi
so here it is, lemme share some of my story beyond the song

what do you think about sadness?
when does sadness happen to us?
Is it when we love someone but he/she doesn't feel the same?
or when you failed at some subject at school?
when you're admiring a pair of beautiful shoes at a shop and you can't find it anymore in the other day?
when everyone is being misunderstood by your stand point?
when someone in the family got sick?
or the time when we mourn because of somebody's death?

that's sad. but... ah, what do we call it for "a great sadness"?
none of those situations above is a great sadness for me
a great sadness is when I can do nothing to the people I do really love and care about
or at least being useful at their worst moment of life.
it's suffocating.
you do really love them, all you really want is their happiness, and they are in pain
but you have nothing to be given
to make them feel better

and I remember when Masyok asked me what I wanna be in my life
if I'm not mistaken I said I wanted to fight against my fears and being brave
then he said that I'm an egocentric, as human we should be something useful to others
and that's the way he lives his life.

based on my own experience in a great sadness, Masyok is right.
what's our aim in living our life?
when I suffer from the term of a great sadness, I think the answer is to be useful to others.
or at least, for whom we do really love.

rhyme for Thou

terkadang kebahagiaan terselip pada hal-hal kecil yang saya lewatkan

kesederhanaan adalah bahagia yang kekal

semua yang dapat terjamah semudah itu untuk menghilang

larut dalam genangan, tiupan, kebaraan

Tuhan, berikanlah naungan pada orang-orang yang terucap dalam doa

yang bukan menjadikan gelap tiada

namun pemberi makna dan pembiasa di tengah duka