Monday 3 May 2010

My fav. quote lately

Judge a man by his questions rather than his answers -- VOLTAIRE


let people talk behind your back, it just reminds you that YOU'RE A STEP AHEAD



and tell me what's yours :D glad to share it here hehehehe

Sunday 2 May 2010

even if it is you

Repeating inside my head :
mocking bird, eminem
rumors, lindsay lohan



ehm.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT THE LIFE THAT I'VE BEEN LIVING FOR SO THAT I NEVER NEEDED YOU FOR ANY JUDGEMENT .
clear enough.


:)
thank you.

Saturday 1 May 2010

i'd lie

setengah dua pagi

...sing to me the song of the stars of Your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again when it feels like my dreams are so far sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again...

Rasanya sangat jelas diingatan saya.
Beberapa bulan lalu ketika pertama kali saya melihat daun-daun di halaman rumah membentuk sudut-sudut hitam dipewarnaannya.

...is it really necessary every single day making me more ordinary in every possible way this ordinary mind is broken you did it and you don't even know leaving me with words unspoken...

Masih setengah dua pagi, di kota lain.
Ketika setiap detiknya terasa begitu lambat. Tapi tetap, menunggu denting kedua memecah senyap membangunkan lelap.

...baby, i'm just soggy from the chemo but counting down the days to go it just ain't living and i just hope you know and if you say good bye today i'll ask you to be true...

Beberapa senja lagi dan semua akan menjadi seperti keinginan.
Tapi tidak, Dia memilihkan cara lain, memotong sepenggal asa yang mati matian saya coba pertahankan.

maybe the absence of signs is a sign. Serendipity

Ketika dengan mudahnya membolak balikkan satu-satunya yang dimiliki.
Mulai terlihat samar, bias.

...you say you wander your own land but when i think about it i don't see how you can you're aching you're breaking and i can see the pain in your eyes says everybody's changing and i don't know why...

Apa yang saya percaya bahkan tidak mampu untuk tetap membuatnya terlihat baik baik saja.

...remember the day that we said that we wouldn't change , we changed cause nothing's the same anymore since that day , that day...

Seperti ketika tidak dijumpai lagi hujan pada pertengahan tahun. Berdebu, usang, lalu ditinggalkan.

...if anything should happen i guess i wish you well a little bit of heaven but a little bit of hell...

saya rindu :)
--dan detail dari tiap ingatan saya tidak membuatnya menjadi terasa lebih baik.

fix you-coldplay



**potongan dari lagu :
1.only hope, mandy moore
2.rain, mika
3.cancer, my chemical romance
4.everybody's changing, keane
5.shoulda been simple, marie digby
6.happy ending, mika