I never knew that pain can be so addictive
in a weird way
when you feel happy and sad at one time and because of the same reason
kinda funny
I have my own ellipse
a railway where I put my effort to get my dreams
a comfort zone of me
people may seem that it's boring yet lightning-at least for me
I always find my way back home
people say that home is where your heart is
but heart doesn't belong to a place (quoted it somewhere)
then I find that my ellipse intersected with another one's
and as usual, people have to choose either stop at some point or try to adjust with a new one
I choose trying to know better about how's life in another ellipse
is it quite tiring to run that fast?
I were trying so hard to fit in
just because the one who has that ellipse brought me into some amusement of a brighter place
at that time I saw a beautiful gateway
and that's true when your Mom said that every ellipse was special
but seriously I felt like Im the only one who's trying to fit in
who has an effort to make it revolves
the ellipse it self won't even care who's on its way to get their dreams
so did the owner
I felt like, useless
my Mom told me that everything has to be in balance
when you're trying to get into another ellipse you have to be sure that the owner of another ellipse will do the same thing as you do
will understand the speed, period, and obstacles that you have in your own ellipse
it won't be fair
and at the end, all the thing that you gotta feel is sacrifice
that's bad
now I put my ellipse faraway from another one
trying to figure out what the universe's trying to show me
I think it's nice to know how does it feel in another ellipse
as long as I have the right time to get back before it's too late
then show me :)
my ellipse's not going to revolve around yours
because you just hearing without listening
talking without speaking
every details are sign
God's speaking by sign
I know I'll be fine.
